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11:30 p.m. on 25 February 2004

I feel ugly and stupid and I'm in pain.

yes I know everyone feels this way sometimes

but tell me you know how I feel

because you probably dont

unless you do for the same reasons as I.

In that case...I still feel no remorse

I'm a cold bitch I know

and frankly I dont care

because I havnt beenable to stop crying since I got home(not always on the outside)

my head hurts

and I'm angry and livid and just utterly pissed off at the world and men in general.

I dont like the place I'm in

I wanna get away from here

my head needs a ticket office

so I can hop a train outta here

and ride far far away

wish you well