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12:25 a.m. on 25 September 2004

I hate hormones. I hate boys. I hate enamourment. I hate love him and I can't help it and I don't know whats going on and I saw him at the shack douring the jesus and dance he smiled and I ran because Saline scares me and I asked him to homecoming kind of and he said he wasnt going and I hate life and I need a break from it and it's 1230 and I still haven't had any sleep this was one long sentence and I appologize.
-C

wish you well