I'm a realist, I know it will end, it's just a high school relationship, not even a month ld, but I feel like we've known eachother forever.
Abscence make make the heart grow fonder, but I don't see how I could love you anymore than I do now.

is it really a huge deal though? It will happen sooner or later...why not sooner?

This shouldn't be hard, I wish my brain could just shut up for two seconds so that I could stop rationalizing the situation and just start feeling, but it doesn't look like that will happen. I guess we're left with "I love you"s, weekend bliss and yearning days.

wish you well