a short game of pretend
5:14 p.m. on 2003-09-09
lets pretend that I never said any of those things in the last entry. Lets pretend that I'm O.K and that I dont lie awake at night questioning my self-worth. Lets pretend that my mask isnt a mask, its really me.
lets just say I'm happy so we don't have to bother with even more drama
lets pretend that everyones happy.
lets pretend that its ninth grade again, and I'm truley content, and everyones really happy
lets not talk about somthing that might make us upset
lets not deal with problems
lets pretend I didnt say that either...