Wait they don't love you like i love you
Wait they don't love you like i love you
Maps...........
Wait they don't love you like i love you

Made off
don't stray
well my kinds your kind i'll stay the same

Pack up
don't stray

oh stay stay stay

Have you ever trusted someone so much you told them something so personal,so bad, something they didnt need to know,but now do just because they were there and you needed to say it?

Just to find out that your relationship has completely changed?they dont look at you the same?It bothers them even though they say it doesnt.

And then you find out that they are trust worthy, that you love them and never want them to leave. you never want anything to ever come between you two.

But then you remember that nothings the same. Then you remeber that what you said has interfeared.That they could never ever ever ever ever love you the they way they love you?

And then you lie awake at night, asking why. wishing you could make it monday again and start over.

god, it was MONDAY. it seems so much longer ago than that It really hurts, you know? It really hurts that I could be this fucking stupid. Stupid enough to kill off everything I worked so hard to build.

I hurt myself today

to see if I still feel

I focus on the pain

the only thing that's real

the needle tears a hole

the old familiar sting

try to kill it all away

but I remember everything

what have I become?

my sweetest friend

everyone I know

goes away in the end

you could have it all

my empire of dirt

I will let you down

I will make you hurt

I wear my crown of shit

on my liar's chair

full of broken thoughts

I cannot repair

beneath the stain of time

the feeling disappears

you are someone else

I am still right here

what have I become?

my sweetest friend

everyone I know

goes away in the end

you could have it all

my empire of dirt

I will let you down

I will make you hurt

if I could start again

a million miles away

I would keep myself

I would find a way

~Clare

wish you well