random
8:55 p.m. on 07 March 2004

It seems like everyone has a notify list now...

well I wont. so THERE.

Fiddler wasnt nearly as exciting as the bathroom. and for all of the stupid litte theatrical torture this school can make, Kari Catie and I always find the bathroom to be a safe pink haven. And its never used so its still really nice ^_^

heres my speech introduction:

Beneath the scars and bruises of every cutter, lies a very dark and hidden secret. For some, it may be the sexual abuse they went through as a child. For another, it could be how her drunken father beat her and her mother every night. And even for others, the secret could be as simple as not feeling loved. But every single one of them has the same problem-the inability to verbalize their emotions. It is more than likely a lack of coping skills that causes this self-injurious behavior. The cutter is raised in a very negative, or perhaps even an overly positive, environment. As a child, they grow up without learning methods of dealing with frustrating or painful emotions. Shy children may also have this problem. To the parents, they may appear successful, happy and positive. However, they may truly be very quiet, socially rejected loners who feel no outlet to a constant emptiness within. At the other end of the scale, growing up in a violent home with abuse, neglect, rejection and other forms of pain, no proper coping tools are developed here, either. The cutter is introduced to violence, drugs/alcohol, sex, and other destructive behaviors. These become their only known ways of coping. As they mature, they often will become drug abusers, alcoholics and may abuse spouses, or their own children, also. However, if the pain remains inside, and the victim feels they must remain very secretive, they could turn to self-abuse.

Whee.

hey

lets make out

but I'll need my pants back

really guys

I NEED THEM BACK!

well

scarew you...I'm goin' home!

wish you well