realization
6:32 p.m. on 25 November 2004
it's so weird. I helped a seven year old exactly like me through an emotional break down I give her all this good advice, and tell her it will all be okay, but it won't. I'm so sorry Rachel, you are so wonderful and I wish you could grow up in a world that loves you for you, but it won't happen. Nothing is ever okay. People will treat you like shit and expect you to treat them like royalty. People will look at you as disposable and just waste your trust. I can't be like this anymore. I'm standing up for myself. So fuck you. All of you that take me for granted. I HATE YOU. You know who you are, and if you try to deny it, you're kidding yourself. Rot in Hell.
wish you well
